Well its already October and I was reading my old journals n i have obsessed over such stupid shit over the past year or so its just rediculous. I'm still completly obssesed with the Red Sox, and that wont go away untill after the post-season, but hell i need something to do. I'm still trying to get my GED, i finally made the appointment to take the actuall test and it wont be untill Nov. 9 n 10 so i just hope i don't forget everything.

One thing i do regret is focusing so much attention on that guy(guille). It realy wasn't worth it, he ended up just disapearing after a christmas party last year, i haven't heard from him since. He had told me so much shit and in the end he went back to his old ways. He was that guy that gives great advice but doesn't take it.

It seems like my cousin and i are sorta like yea ok, ill get along with her but we don't realy like each other. We are just too different, she always needs to have a guy next to her and honestly i don't trust her too much. I've seen her steal her friend's boyfriend and that just left a bad impressin on me.

But my older cousin and i are like bestfriends, though you wouldn't be able to tell by the way we argue like an old married couple. In the end we know that we are just kidding, and we only trust our parents more than each other. We have so many inside jokes, and sometimes we'll just start laughing out of nowhere. We kinda balence each other out. She's the
unstable one, and i'm the voice of reason, tough sometimes the roles are switched.^.^

Sorry for the stupid entry